I've been silent for a while because I've been talking without considering. Just a jumble of confused thoughts and angst-ridden questions but my words come out as if I've got it all together. Enough. I need to listen and pray, and consider the possibility that I'm in the midst of kings before God, and it is far better to keep silent and learn for this season more than anything else.
Today may well be the last day before we become four in the family. Tomorrow is Alma's scheduled C-section. I have a lot to bring before God.