Thursday, December 28, 2017

Thoughts at the End of 2017

As the year draws to a close, I can’t escape the feeling that the pace of change in our lives has quickened, and we are ill-prepared for the denouement. Over the years, we have been told by wise ones that the gulf between personal piety and redemptive justice is a false one, that these are inseparable. One must feed the other, that they are aspects of truth- one personal and the other propositional.

The dichotomy seems stronger than ever, and many are steadfast in their refusal to consider that they have been in error. For Christians, this error may not be foundational. The consciousness of sin and grace is deeply personal and convicting, but undergirded by propositional truth. It is in sanctification, the second stage of the ‘evangelical two-step’, that the dichotomy becomes stark and confusing. We have been saved by grace, through faith, and this is not of ourselves. How could we then try to be justified by works? Wasn’t this the error that the Galatian church was chastised for by Paul?

The reality is, all of our life we are called to know God. When I pray for people’s sanctification, I usually pray for 4 ‘graces’, derived from Paul’s prayers for the Asian churches:

1. Abounding in HOPE
2. Know the length, breadth, height and depth of God’s LOVE
3. Know the riches of the glory of God’s INHERITANCE through GRACE
4. Know the surpassing POWER of God with which he accomplishes resurrection

But to know the above is to know God personally more and more, and for this it is important to do the works that God has commanded us to do. In other words, we cannot separate God’s person from God’s character. When we say we are saved through faith, we are saved from the darkness of alienation from God, from un-wholeness, from sin, into union with God, into wholeness (shalom) and holiness. I believe this is the entirety of one’s life. What we call ‘justification’ immerses us into the world of God, into assurance and a guide to explore God’s character and person to study the dim mirror more closely until we come to complete knowledge. Following a theme of knowledge explored earlier on this blog, our knowing is complete when we know as we have been known- in short when we love as we have been loved, because love is the highest form of knowledge. The Biblical language of knowing a person comes into focus here, as at that time, the dichotomy between the personal and propositional knowledge will not exist, because I believe they will merge. God’s character will be clear to us and formed in us. We will see Him as he is, and know him ‘continually’, ‘day and night’, ‘unceasingly’.

But this year has been exhausting for people trying to know God more by exploring his truth and doing his will. The clamor surrounding us has been deafening, but the greater shock has been how the wise ones among us, the pastors, leaders, theologians and others, have compromised morals and truths to support a person or a single principle. Sometime ago, someone I follow on Twitter proposed that God is doing something very momentous in our day, drawing a clear line in the sand. I’m looking towards it with a sense of apprehension- not for whether it will be a just or good outcome, but whether God’s people will be on board with it or go into a self-imposed exile from knowing Him fully.

Friday, May 19, 2017

At Bridal Veil Falls, Yosemite- October 2013 (May 16 2017)

I climbed up a ledge
and looked up when
A drop of golden beam
stole silently
Down a bough, perched like
a lone sentinel
Upon a timeless rock
in the fall wind.


Oh, could I stay here
as seasons die,
Waiting for a dawn
when hope gives way
And faith becomes sight
As twinkling eyes
Behold a glory
Untold, unseen.

At Bridal Veil Falls, Yosemite- October 2013

Porsche 911 in pencil, 1970s?


2015 Bugatti Veyron 16.4 drawn with a stylus on Microsoft Surface 3, in Powerpoint


Tuesday, April 4, 2017

The Worst Bank in the World

When my dad worked at the erstwhile IDBI before it became IDBI Bank, their rival ICICI was always looked up on with awe and grudging admiration. They cut through the bureaucratic red tape so prevalent back in the day and seemed to have the moxie to make commercial banking work. Then they morphed into a retail bank and so did IDBI. ICICI Bank managed the transitioned well, much better than IDBI- and it came as no surprise. IDBI, once the giant among development banks had to learn humbly how to begin anew in the new world of competitive retail banking.

Early in the noughts my dad urged me to get an account with the new IDBI Bank. I got one with ICICI Bank instead simply due to its proximity to where I was in India at the time. I had just come to India for a short visit, and though I could not go wrong with my choice.

Suffice it to say, that was the last time I had any respect for ICICI Bank. Forget the rumors (which may have a ring of truth to them) about burly collection agents arm twisting people to pay their dues.

I've had people lie to me about investment products, and deny me pay-out, which I needed to escalate to their CEO to get it resolved.

Their most annoying problem for Non-Resident Indians is the fact that they let you do 'internet banking' only if your ATM Card 'grid number' on its back is used for authentication. The ATM Card is invalid if it is not used in 3 months which most non-residents will not use in countries where they live.

And now, no service that should be transacted online is open to me. Given that the Indian government has decreed that PAN numbers should be updated (or Form 60s in lieu of them) before one could use banking services, people are scrambling to update these. And sure enough ICICI will not let you do this without the authentication 'Grid Card' number, which in my case is useless. To top it off, they have frozen my account which can only be opened if I update the Form 60! Classic Catch 22.

By far, the worst banking experience I have come across, even counting the nationalized banks of my youth.